About Me

My husband & i have been together 8 years married, 4 years.I have had 5 surg and treatments for a painful med cond.We were told we wouldnt have any children & began trying with the help of drs.spending our savings over yrs we decided to stop trying & bought a small home that needed everything.Walls(frame&drywall)floor(see ground)ceiling&roof(daylight)it was a shell.Const. was booming in fl.the const. field started to a dive.I begun to except gods will when a freind told me i was pregnant.one day she got me to buy a test.while she jumped up and down outside the door I tested.I opened the door she grabbed the test with the force of a croc attacking a wildabeast.She began to scream your pregnant! I said no its a mistake.By this point i was a mess because i just knew it was a mistake and that my heart would break again.After the 4th test i still wasnt convinced.i called my husband who though i had been in a terrible car wreck till she took the phone.I decided that my dr could see me for a test so i would go to the health dept.We got there and my friend proceeded to tell anyone, everyone my whole story about of trials of having a baby and now i was pregnant.A nurse walked by with a paper and a bottle in her hand and called my name.my friend started to dance and said your pregnant.The nurse was business as usual looking.She said your about five weeks along.What?I began to cry the hardest most cleaning most pure cry of my life.we just kinda hugged&cryed for a while.The nurses all stopped.They said usually they had to watch women cry with saddness and how wonderful it was to see a woman so happy over the gift of life.I was in shock.I never cryed so much in my life.When my husband got home from work all6'6 of him cryed with me.As the months went on hours got much harder to get for my husband.By the time my little girl was born his pay was cut in at least half.Lately things are really hard so many things have changed inthe last years.