Hi, my name is heylee im 24 and have two kids. im just hopeing for a nice thanksgiving and christmas since my mother is leaving for both of those holidays. so i have to see a way to get them a little x-mas tree. currently im living with my mother because i just got out of a very abusive relationship. i wasnt raised by my mother i was raised by my grandmother but if i was to go there he would find me as quick as his toothbrush in the morning. so i decided to find my mother that lives in waterbury, ct n moved with her. i cant say i have the best comunication with my mother because she is always locked in her room with her boyfriend. i feel like the black sheep where im at now. im sleeping on the floor so that my kids can sleep on the couch. its still very uncomfortable for them because my older son is 120lbs n the youngest is 60lbs. so you can just imagine the picture. my kids have A.D.H.D and A.D.D and asthma. both off them have a heart murmer from all the things i went threw with their father. but thank god im out of that relationship. i love my kids dearly n wish for the best for them. i saved for them to go to colledge secretly n i was able to save $456 but with everything that went on i had to use it to leave that relationship. i just want to start over even if it means hitting rock bottom. im ok with that. what ever god has in stores for me ill except. thank you all for listening to a little of me. god bless you all.