I am an engaged white male age 32, I have been looking for work the last 6 years unable to get hired. But recently I have gotten a few interviews lined up. My fiancee saved me from killing myself and the love I hold for her is the love of the true and only one. And she loves me the same way but it has taken way too long with many ups and downs, Every time I got a chance to get to see her something would come up and I was not able to see her, Without her I am dead because if I lose her I lose all my will to go on living. I need to be with her. And she would be very happy to have me be with her. So please if you see my wish please help our dreams come true. Update: She recently had our baby and I need to get up to her to help her raise him. She has a friend helping her now but I DO NOT want MY son growing up calling another man father that would kill me.