xxdogloverxx

I am disabled. I have been on SSDI for almost 3 years. After struggling so long and eventually ending up homeless I was approved for SSDI.. 

After years of abuse at the hands of my parents and their 'friends'. i escaped to FL when I was 20/21. I have had absolutely no contact with any of them in over 13 years. 
Unfortunately I moved directly to another abuser for the next 6 years. 
Finally at the age of 26 I was out and on my own only to have a 13 yr old disabled child dumped on my doorstep. I loved her and raised her for 3.5 years as if she were my own. She was my everything. After she turned 17 she wanted to return to the same parents who abandoned her and legally I couldnt stop her. I was devistated and heartbroken. 
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Jan 2011
I've been home a YEAR!! It's been a hard and good year to be home! this is the only place I have ever felt HOME at. 
In Oct. of 2010 I went to the ER for back pain and she sent me to my doctor. My doctor ordered me for an MRI and they found a large mass. So she ordered an Ultrasound. The mass is about the size of a cantaloupe. After the ultrasound confirmed the Mass/tumor my doctor sent me to a GYN who then sent me to an Oncologist. After being put off for 2 months (initially saw him immediately then was supposed to see him Dec 5th and he had to reschedule till Jan 4th) I will be going into surgery on Jan. 25th to remove the tumor. It is still unknown at this time if it is cancer or not. They will be removing the tumor, right ovary, tube. If it is cancer the surgery will require more surgery then that. So I will know more on Jan 25 after surgery. 

I am determined at the age of 34 to start living my life for me (and my beloved animals). I am determined to be happy and live life in a positive way. 

I struggle each day mentally but I refuse now to give in and cave. I am strong and I will make good things happen for us! 

Thank you all for such a great site!

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