Im panicking on the inside. I left my abusive husband with our four
children and unborn son.I just spoke with my doctor and he picked
the date to induce me.Im terrified.(9weeks early because of
preclampsia)yes ive gone through labor before. But im more afraid
because I dont have a single thing for my son.Im crying as we speak
because I just do not know what to do.Ive contacted Carenet and
they are going to see what they can do.
These are the things i currently need and if iget them elsewhere I
will notify promptly.My husband was always gone for work trips and
literally was never home,I didnt inform him that I am pregnant,He
wouldve forced me to abort it. Icouldnt do it mentally.
*Bottles and bottle brush
*Diapers(newborn and size 1)and wipes
*Baby boy clothing
*burp cloths
*Bassinet and sheets
*baby wash and lotion
*pacifier for newborn
*swaddle blankies
*diaper bag
I know thisis alot to ask for, but I do not have anyone else to go
to for help.My only family is "his" family and they arent
trustworthy.Please help me get on my feet,I cannot bring myself to
go backto that situation. If it was just me i probably wouldbut I
have my kids to think about now. God please help us. Please dont
let me down. Im not strong enough for all these things tokeep
happening.