I want to scream this hurts so bad, and is so embarrassing at the
same time. I'm scared...for me & my son Casey. We need help
& I don't know where else to go but here. Our small town
churches can only help so much & only so many times. The need
is everywhere spreading like an untreated infection. I was praying
for this year to be able to save for Thanksgiving & Christmas
dinners & maybe for presents....the utility bills took over
instead. We live in an older 2 bedrm trailer home, the hot summer
months just wiped out every months checks & my latest from last
month was more than the rent...how is that possible? Rent plus
utilities and poof....money gone. I'm out of everything!! Laundry
supplies, cleaning supplies, personal products, heart meds that
insurance doesn't pay for. I cook for meals ahead then freeze them,
with a crock pot, but mine that I've had for years stopped working
3 weeks ago & I'm lost without it. I didn't get to get pants
for Casey for school either & it's been rainy a bit lately.
There's just so much going wrong that it's hard to see ahead for
hope. I cry & sob sometimes when Casey is at school. (I try to
never cry in front of him, he's learning disabled & does not
need to worry about me as well) Please angels help us. I pray that
we will be found...